Saturday, May 29, 2010
Came into realization that yst is the day of my 20 years of age..
Ahem! The youth I left behind..
Took it with a pinch of salt.
Went out with my friend:)
Watched a movie..
Wished Allen Happy Birthday..
He's just a day before me.
For the past 4 yrs, we've been sharing tha same cake..
Fate is kinda scary..
Never will I ever forget his birthday in my coming years..
A promise to honour..
Without him, no today's ms tan I guess!
It's that important..
Reflected back on my kiddy days..
When I was sparring with mr chan and mr wong..
The days when I always lead the pledge.
To the carefree poly life.
The complicating bugis life.
The days with Alan.
To the day when I landed on my first 'serious' job..
Wow! A damn long way..
Used up alot of brain cells,
Exhausted alot of emotions.
Complains aside,
Learnt truckfull of stuff too!
Achievements I dun have many..
How about:
- living successfully up to this age with enough knowledge and money I get by..
- preserving my tiny group of non-lian jia friends..
- invented the notion of non-lian jia-ness..
- gathered a body-full of street smartness..
- and the yong yong's way to handle things..
I am sure there's nth of Great importance that I didn't do, didn't say or didn't buy..
Met my dateline:)
The first 20 years of my life;
Went through and completed..
Dunno what will the 21st brings me..
Will some stuff be a reaction of what I gathered in my last year..
I know not.. But hey!
I'm ms tan le.. Tsktsk!
I'll manage:)
Enough of all the soul searching..
Going to enjoy my day..
Footnote:
I still own the world..
Regardless of how DumbDumb I may be,
Hey! Lady luck will wake me up when the time is right..
Blessed be><
Ahem! The youth I left behind..
Took it with a pinch of salt.
Went out with my friend:)
Watched a movie..
Wished Allen Happy Birthday..
He's just a day before me.
For the past 4 yrs, we've been sharing tha same cake..
Fate is kinda scary..
Never will I ever forget his birthday in my coming years..
A promise to honour..
Without him, no today's ms tan I guess!
It's that important..
Reflected back on my kiddy days..
When I was sparring with mr chan and mr wong..
The days when I always lead the pledge.
To the carefree poly life.
The complicating bugis life.
The days with Alan.
To the day when I landed on my first 'serious' job..
Wow! A damn long way..
Used up alot of brain cells,
Exhausted alot of emotions.
Complains aside,
Learnt truckfull of stuff too!
Achievements I dun have many..
How about:
- living successfully up to this age with enough knowledge and money I get by..
- preserving my tiny group of non-lian jia friends..
- invented the notion of non-lian jia-ness..
- gathered a body-full of street smartness..
- and the yong yong's way to handle things..
I am sure there's nth of Great importance that I didn't do, didn't say or didn't buy..
Met my dateline:)
The first 20 years of my life;
Went through and completed..
Dunno what will the 21st brings me..
Will some stuff be a reaction of what I gathered in my last year..
I know not.. But hey!
I'm ms tan le.. Tsktsk!
I'll manage:)
Enough of all the soul searching..
Going to enjoy my day..
Footnote:
I still own the world..
Regardless of how DumbDumb I may be,
Hey! Lady luck will wake me up when the time is right..
Blessed be><
5/29/2010 01:43:00 PM
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Lost count of how long I've been gone..
Rotating shifts didn't stop me from having a life..>.<
met up with all those who cared..
Simply awesome to lose yourself and mingle witha group of friends instead of my usual 2 by 2..
Almost kinda forgot what is it like to be in a group..
Ahem! Especially a group of all girls.
A pleasant change:)
Whatsoever...
Admist all the cam-whoring
and laughters,
I was constantly reminded of my friend.
By nobody else but myself-.-
Tested and verified.
Oh gosh! Dun remb ms tan to have that much care and concern..
My age must be catching up with me..
What nonsense I know..
Seriously need a better distraction><
Speaking about that..
Soon to be 21.. Shuts!
A million things to do, to plan before that day..
Planning parties for myself has always been a no-no..
Love the gifts! $.$
but hey.. It totally insults celebration.
For yours truely..,
It only fits when others plan One for you.
We can't stand lian Jia-ness.. Can we?
Haven met one who has the same mindset as i though..-.-
A question for all..
To celebrate..
On an important day to remb..
Do you prefer surprises or the comforting knowledge that someone has already 'booked' your time?
A tough choice!!
The anxiety and 'saddness' that lingers around the fear of -sitting and waiting- in hope of smth good to happen with the constant reminder that everything might be a zero Does make surprises that addictive..
Worthy of all the hassle?
So blessed I think you all..
If you are all booked.
The Comforting knowledge that somebody will be there..
Early booking is the key!
Some say if he or she has the sincerity..
Something to think about.
Minus the element of surprise,
It may not leave such a big impact..
But hey! At least you won't be alone..
On another hand..
The widely dreaded-
No one came toward..
The aivid planner who dun leave things up to fate..
Regardless of what occassion,
Even to celebrate for oneself.
You always take the initiative..
Guaranteed to not be one.
But hmm.. One would doubt the sincerity of those around you..
Damn!
What to do?>.<
Rotating shifts didn't stop me from having a life..>.<
met up with all those who cared..
Simply awesome to lose yourself and mingle witha group of friends instead of my usual 2 by 2..
Almost kinda forgot what is it like to be in a group..
Ahem! Especially a group of all girls.
A pleasant change:)
Whatsoever...
Admist all the cam-whoring
and laughters,
I was constantly reminded of my friend.
By nobody else but myself-.-
Tested and verified.
Oh gosh! Dun remb ms tan to have that much care and concern..
My age must be catching up with me..
What nonsense I know..
Seriously need a better distraction><
Speaking about that..
Soon to be 21.. Shuts!
A million things to do, to plan before that day..
Planning parties for myself has always been a no-no..
Love the gifts! $.$
but hey.. It totally insults celebration.
For yours truely..,
It only fits when others plan One for you.
We can't stand lian Jia-ness.. Can we?
Haven met one who has the same mindset as i though..-.-
A question for all..
To celebrate..
On an important day to remb..
Do you prefer surprises or the comforting knowledge that someone has already 'booked' your time?
A tough choice!!
The anxiety and 'saddness' that lingers around the fear of -sitting and waiting- in hope of smth good to happen with the constant reminder that everything might be a zero Does make surprises that addictive..
Worthy of all the hassle?
So blessed I think you all..
If you are all booked.
The Comforting knowledge that somebody will be there..
Early booking is the key!
Some say if he or she has the sincerity..
Something to think about.
Minus the element of surprise,
It may not leave such a big impact..
But hey! At least you won't be alone..
On another hand..
The widely dreaded-
No one came toward..
The aivid planner who dun leave things up to fate..
Regardless of what occassion,
Even to celebrate for oneself.
You always take the initiative..
Guaranteed to not be one.
But hmm.. One would doubt the sincerity of those around you..
Damn!
What to do?>.<
5/26/2010 12:19:00 PM