Saturday, April 04, 2009
i need to reflect.
as all of you know, i know this flexor yong.
yup.. i thought he's different from the rest;
thus suitable to be a friend for keep.
you know like my freshbox white chicken ancient kor kor.
but alas!! all not true. i found out the hard way of course.
The day when he so stupidly;
openly ask me out in front of everyone.
we had the last conversation on the phone.
and he was gone.
i know i know...
firstly, he really dunno me.
if you ask me in front of all those bugis lians.
of course i will reject you,
you would have thought of that..
so yup! lost your pride right?
but hey!! anyine who knew me well knows that i dun go out with just any other people.
and i only knew him for like a week!
so of course i'm not going-.-
i barely know him.
secondly, if i agreed..
wont i have openly agreed there's smth going on?
hello!>?
gossip flies in bugis street.
you could have known better.
went on OFF day of course without anyone knowing.
maybe pissed off i know not.
but hey! the least you could do is to sms and ask after your friend.
he didnt so i guess, not a good sign.
back to work,
gone were the hellos, have you eaten.
strangers we became Again.
not that i want to say..
but i dunno why;
i just feel the bitterness from him.
maybe i think too much.
but he did stared at me so fiercely..
at time, when i ran out of shop to admire eyecandies,
i took a step back; resisting.
can help feeling guilty and sad for evoking the bitterness in him.
but aiwen's: who is he to you,
if he cares etc, he would jolly well contact you and be present.
Next, i witnessed whistling at ah lians.
handphone number exchanging hands.
and oh my!!
after closing.
saw him taking off with a ah lian!!
that explains the MIA-ing.
i was stunned. completely..
really cant believe i can see someone so wrongly.
hey!! i was right with white chicken.
i thought he wont be that far apart too.
but apparently i was wrong.
and worse of all...
it seems that the flexor gang knows.
and oh well, started to give me..
i know your dirty naughty secret looks again.
i was like oh my~
to conclude,
i really see him wrongly.
but luckily for me to know it before he became a friend;
like what white chicken is to me.
haha. i know it's dumb.
but somehow, i hope what i've witnessed are all Wrong.
the thing is-
if i can overlook your education, nationality and whatsoever;
and accept you as a friend.
it means that there's smth i really see in you.
aka machiam white chicken.
and you let me down, so drastically.
so hard to accept. haha.
i'm not xiao qi.
i have no qi.
i'm selfish of what's mine.
if i'm out with gfs or whoever,
i dread them smsing other people in my sight.
and if you're interested in me-
and you're MIA for 3 days,
or i even see you baiting other girls,
you're history.
yup!! i'm that selfish >.<
i cant help it though..
i must be weary of all the world's lian jia-ness.
so he broke all the 'rules' of mine.
what to do?
another thing..
i was 1/3 bu shuang that i so-call lose to those typical ah lians.
but mr chan says:
there's no need for our ding ding da ming de tsy be inferior to those ah lians.
his exact words: this guy has no patience for you,
so he's seeking the easy way out- ah lians.
a perfect match, his lost, your gain you see.
i was Oh so right~
tsy promise to:
wake up from my misery of believing in the wrong kind of people.
i will try to accept reality that i really see wrongly.
i will also remb to wind back time and be a stranger to this bu xiao zi. LOL.
i will open my eyes wider he next time when i want to meet a friend for keep.
and i will continue my eyecandy craze:)
i was lucky that he's far from what i like in a guy.
haha. can you imagine what a disaster it will be if he's like the kind i like?
oh my tian~ exactly.
for the time being,
i'll stick to my girls, mamasan, white chicken and eyecandies.
one less a friend does no harm!:)
as all of you know, i know this flexor yong.
yup.. i thought he's different from the rest;
thus suitable to be a friend for keep.
you know like my freshbox white chicken ancient kor kor.
but alas!! all not true. i found out the hard way of course.
The day when he so stupidly;
openly ask me out in front of everyone.
we had the last conversation on the phone.
and he was gone.
i know i know...
firstly, he really dunno me.
if you ask me in front of all those bugis lians.
of course i will reject you,
you would have thought of that..
so yup! lost your pride right?
but hey!! anyine who knew me well knows that i dun go out with just any other people.
and i only knew him for like a week!
so of course i'm not going-.-
i barely know him.
secondly, if i agreed..
wont i have openly agreed there's smth going on?
hello!>?
gossip flies in bugis street.
you could have known better.
went on OFF day of course without anyone knowing.
maybe pissed off i know not.
but hey! the least you could do is to sms and ask after your friend.
he didnt so i guess, not a good sign.
back to work,
gone were the hellos, have you eaten.
strangers we became Again.
not that i want to say..
but i dunno why;
i just feel the bitterness from him.
maybe i think too much.
but he did stared at me so fiercely..
at time, when i ran out of shop to admire eyecandies,
i took a step back; resisting.
can help feeling guilty and sad for evoking the bitterness in him.
but aiwen's: who is he to you,
if he cares etc, he would jolly well contact you and be present.
Next, i witnessed whistling at ah lians.
handphone number exchanging hands.
and oh my!!
after closing.
saw him taking off with a ah lian!!
that explains the MIA-ing.
i was stunned. completely..
really cant believe i can see someone so wrongly.
hey!! i was right with white chicken.
i thought he wont be that far apart too.
but apparently i was wrong.
and worse of all...
it seems that the flexor gang knows.
and oh well, started to give me..
i know your dirty naughty secret looks again.
i was like oh my~
to conclude,
i really see him wrongly.
but luckily for me to know it before he became a friend;
like what white chicken is to me.
haha. i know it's dumb.
but somehow, i hope what i've witnessed are all Wrong.
the thing is-
if i can overlook your education, nationality and whatsoever;
and accept you as a friend.
it means that there's smth i really see in you.
aka machiam white chicken.
and you let me down, so drastically.
so hard to accept. haha.
i'm not xiao qi.
i have no qi.
i'm selfish of what's mine.
if i'm out with gfs or whoever,
i dread them smsing other people in my sight.
and if you're interested in me-
and you're MIA for 3 days,
or i even see you baiting other girls,
you're history.
yup!! i'm that selfish >.<
i cant help it though..
i must be weary of all the world's lian jia-ness.
so he broke all the 'rules' of mine.
what to do?
another thing..
i was 1/3 bu shuang that i so-call lose to those typical ah lians.
but mr chan says:
there's no need for our ding ding da ming de tsy be inferior to those ah lians.
his exact words: this guy has no patience for you,
so he's seeking the easy way out- ah lians.
a perfect match, his lost, your gain you see.
i was Oh so right~
tsy promise to:
wake up from my misery of believing in the wrong kind of people.
i will try to accept reality that i really see wrongly.
i will also remb to wind back time and be a stranger to this bu xiao zi. LOL.
i will open my eyes wider he next time when i want to meet a friend for keep.
and i will continue my eyecandy craze:)
i was lucky that he's far from what i like in a guy.
haha. can you imagine what a disaster it will be if he's like the kind i like?
oh my tian~ exactly.
for the time being,
i'll stick to my girls, mamasan, white chicken and eyecandies.
one less a friend does no harm!:)
4/04/2009 12:43:00 AM