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Thursday, February 26, 2009

unoffically graduated!
happy to get rid of all the exams and mugging.
i will miss it, someday.. not now though.
no devoted loyalty to SP. so nth much to miss;
the people i'll yearn :(
hard to come by.
hard to talk.
hard to meet up.
the compasses' needle sets us apart.
withdrawal symptoms are sure to appear.
literally still two more chances to meet.
mila's sister's wedding and the grad day.
*cross my fingers*
that we all will be going.
then it'll be up to fate.
from the situation,
it would take a miracle or two.

it cannot be medicated,
or tricked into dissolution..
no forum to track on the lastest on-goings.
no pictures to make sure you're well.
no youtube videos for a pretence presence.
imagination can only be based on memories.
holy cow~
when the '2 chances left to meet' really ends,
i guess i would have more to feel.
turn the clock upside down please...

After the exam,
it's such a loser to go home early despite all the;
soo many late nights and lack of sleep.
it's let your hair down and slack to your heart's content.
haha. went to Minds cafe.
it was good. but the noise is irritating.
went for dinner and the regular after dinner walk to raffles.
had a moonlight picnic too!
babysister desmond treated us all to this wonderful chicken pie.
stuffed it all down despite being so full.
cant resist an excuse to celebrate.
the River is so-so in the night.
so we went again this evening.
entirely different. a pleasant change.
the officeworkers leaving the CBD after work.
the occassional ang-moh joggers.
all the way we sat in almost silence till the sun really set.
did i mentioned there was a rainbow?
>.< didnt see much rainbows even at a ripe age of 20.
i was of course dumbstruck.
brightens up your day instantly.
dont know about you.
it made me feel the day's activity and stress and whatever unpleasant;
are all worthwhile. hey! heaven knows..
it's praising you! haha.
by the way.. i was really hardworking today.
3/4 of it is for other people's stuff.
went to job agencies.
wasnt in a hurry, but still tagged alone.
it's interesting! LOL.
haven been to an interview despite having worked for soo long.
teleported to chinatown for an afternoon of:
cheapest HK tour deal.
yup! every agency we went. so damn tiring.
i could memorise all the hotels and possible prices.
so dun you dare to cheat me.
headache heacache.
and all the old uncles.. *speechless*
chatted up a storm at marina.
intelligent conversations of course.
You will be amazed at what's going on in my mind.
haha. anyhow! i've evolved :)

a few cents;
were not given much thought in my daily life.
even though i know it's still money.
i was lucky!
met up with the most lovely of all coins on tuesday>.<
if only i coould kidnap the bus driver and not pay the fare.
True to be told;
i was _______________....
this not bear to use it.
haha. i know i know.
a mountain out of a molehill.
oh well! you dont know me, so you dont know.
i may very well be crazy,
but it was very touching.. *smile*
and i meant it.

assumptions, think too much.
i know i know. but i cant help it.
i'm caveman in nature.
small gestures spells great volume.
i assume, knowing the reality..
so i will be well.
Rarely will people read my blog.
so.. i think i'm save from the poachers.
minus all my imagination anf photoshopping,
at least this sweetens up the end of poly life.
so i will be well..

anyhow! back to making money tmr.
work hard shi yong.
Good luck to all job-seekers.
i am your rival too!
secondary school imran described me as fairer and chubby today.
was like Ahhh~
i'm only concern about my health.
have no need to barnish good food for the XY chromosome.
it's so lian jia!!
still.. i know my limits.

footnote:
It's devotion taking me over.
if i could, i'll build my world around you.
(copyright from tsy collection of nice pharses)
i'm caveman remember?
we have simple dreams..

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
2/26/2009 12:10:00 AM

Monday, February 16, 2009

here again.
i'm still so much in love with- Again.
valentine's day passed so easily and quickly.
didnt see much amazing stuff on that sat though.
must be The Recession!
flowers are better than chocolate.
got nothing,
except for a flower.
an orange rose from some person from Flexor.
oh no~ dun get it wrong.
every girl in my shop on that day recieved one.
and! he's younger and is from the much hated Flexor!

Sunday at work was soo much better.
saw a few eyecandy.
wow! nice~
but alas.. i cant share my appreciation with my co-worker of the day;
my boss.
Triple-H was sighted at my shop.
and is not just pass-by,
is go in with his relatives and try clothes kind.
they didnt buy anything though.
i almost didnt say Hi;
but that's just too &%%$.
and yar, we recognised each other and conversed.
Eyecandy! really..
see* you can still be a eyecandy if you're not fit.
he's quite meaty i would say.
but neverthelss, EYECANDY!
his eyes can speak.
Allen is weird.
asked me so many questions about him after he left.
is he your friend or schoolmate?
his background/financial status shld be very good right..
blar blar blar...
hello! i dun see him doing that when friends of other coworkers came by.
Hmm.. i guess Triple-H impressed him.
or he's just youknowyouknow.
or maybe he's interested. LOL.

decisions had been made.
my future is not with Prodesign.
have to find 2 new jobs while waiting for uni replies.
chances are minute, but!
have to still try.
hope to find a part time job in the science world,
and hopefully another in the teaching world.
dread knowing my future income is not sighted yet.
it scares me :(

i had a wonderful dream last night.
maybe cause too much pleasurable faces to see on sunday.
hmm..
i had this dream:
Love were a human with super power.
features and everything else are all that i like.
but i just couldnt see his face:(
it was amazing.
super powers were displayed.
Ahem! not those used for fighting.
but those elegant yet useful types.
from classroom to train to midair to cars to houses.
it was just like travelling.
but with an armcandy whom adores you and you him in return.
and oh yar! there's no need to worry about money too!
life just cant get any better.
oh course, there were the bad guys.
but in a happy dream
everything went well.
the last scene i remembered.
was at an auction house.
raising cards for this antique gold watch.
damn! it's good >.<
i was so confused when i woke up.
thought that the memory came from a storybook i read before bed.
i went to check to revisit good old times.
but no! it was really a dream.
too good to be true.
i wondered what it means...
is it because of the too many eyecandies sunday?
or is it because of my watch lust?
or rather a peek into my future?
i knowi know..
wait long! but hey.. this guy in my dream is hard to come by.
i would want him even without super power.
haha. the attitude and everything.
the perfect Vday gift to me.
Thanks brain:)

footnote:
would i dream it again tonight?

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
2/16/2009 09:02:00 PM

Friday, February 13, 2009

Again and Again
by Rainer Maria Rike (1875-1926)
Again and again,
however we know the landscape of love
and the little churchyard there,
with its sorrowing names.
and the firghtening silent abyss into which the others fall:
again and again the two of us walk out together
under the ancient tress,
lie down again and agin
among the floweers,
face to face with the sky

She will be loved
by Maroon 5
I dont mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she'll be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know i tend to get so insercure
It doesnt matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
my heart is full and my door's always open..

You are my sunshine
By Oliver Hood
You are my sunshine,
my only sunshine.
you make me happy when skies are blue.
you never know dear how much I Love You.
please dont take my sunshine away.


LOVE,
is too strong a feeling to say so early.
But too beautiful a meaning to say it too late.

je t'aime~

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
2/13/2009 11:55:00 PM

Yuan Chang on the go.
currently at Beijing for the opening of A Gucci store.

can you believe it?
he colour-coded the countries!
yellow for SQ.
Blue for Boeing.
What Luck~ a master 7 cap for every outfit.
colour coded too! the boss must be his friend.

At the Gucci event.
he was there with the DuoYu1 guy.
dunno what's his name,
but he's not important.
Red-orange pants and purple shirt.
*You've got guts!*
There's just something about his hair.
i like! a pity no Nice copyright is found in SQ.




♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
2/13/2009 11:40:00 PM

Amore~

A great feeling of fondness for a person or thing.
coincindently also means Zero in a tennis match.

Valentine's day just abit away.
already i saw pp celebrating it today.
smart move! it will be price hike tmr.
the display of flowers.
a disappointing one.
only one that seek applause.
yup!
how i hope tmr is a weekday.
wish to go down city hall and Look.
there will be nicer stuff there:)

One year ago.
i blogged nth on 14th Feb 2008.
Valentine's was not even mentioned.
really wondered what was i doing back then..
i looked back.
apparently i was at attachment.
LOLOL.
and oh yar.. yuan chang fever has not yet started.

i vow to only write what's related to Vday.
*cross my heart*
my bro~ abit all the korean gf fraze.
has recently influenced my GuGu;
in what way?
to Mention, only mention;
maybe i shld go find someone.
i was like -.-
from all people much less you, do i expect this.
i was handsome!
wasnt in a hurry i told her.
dont feel like to.
and most importantly:
i know nil that like me.
and i see nobody of interest too.
i told her..
i will date yuan chang!! :)
she went: never shuai before~

it creeps me.
i know i'm into the 20th year already.
no need to remind me of the tickling clock love.
no left over energy,
or shld i say dun bear to use my new found energy on somebody else.
haha. and it's hard to find my kind of someone.
yupyup! enough said.
P.S.
dun any realtives of mine ask me that. again.
i Will: question you..
when's your next grandchild coming?

did i mention the series of cd from high society is to die for?
OMG~ i need to own it.
perfecto for Vday too.
it gets you into the mood.
lady GaGa and the Fray is good too.
not forgetting lifehouse!

Footnote:
chasing amanda.com is nth.

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
2/13/2009 11:18:00 PM

Thursday, February 12, 2009

I found my Travelling kinda layback style.
Hard to achieve but it looks great on them!
dun remind me about the size different.
difficult to put into words how is it like.
can you get it from the pictures?
damn~ they're nice!



*Pictures yielded from The Sartorialist




♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
2/12/2009 01:07:00 PM

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

YO:) was soo missing my yuan chang fix.
hmm.. shallnt call him xiao zhong anymore,
it sound so fan-ish!
Yuan Chang sounds more close to home. LALALA~


arriving at the Hunan airport i guess.
So great that it's winter one. Lub the jackets he had been wearing lately..

Rainie saw arjoe during transist.
Hmm.. an artist to be daring enough to face the world witb specs.
what's there noty to like?
duh~ adore the natural look too.
P.S. it's so much like me with specs. Yikes!





Someone cut his hair yet again. Interview at Hunan i guess.
leather clad legs are Hot!
Only if you're tall, lean and looks nice. LOL.
i'm bias!!
was passing time these few days ReWatching TKS.
it was still so fresh, machiam i nv watch before.
cant help crying at those weepy scenes all over again..
an overdose dont kill:)
it just rekindle the flame!
just finish stalking on youtube.
WOW! so many new videos i had missed..
from an interview, got to known that~
Erm.. Yuan Chang's First Night was at 18 years old.
Oh my~ Oh my~
i really wonder what would be the i dunno-how-many ex-GFs that he had..
what's on their mind that their once Love was like that now.
they must know of his achievements;
even if you're a bigtime caveman.
i really wonder.. >.<
it's interesting to dream nonsense once in awhile.






♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
2/10/2009 03:07:00 PM

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Yuan chang is safely back in taiwan,
where he really belongs..
Him, at the his model agency cny celebrations..
Oh no~ he just forget that the ceiling is short for him.
damn! it must hurt.

one couldnt help noticing the huge difference between them..
yikes!!

crap.. nice one. how i wish he's facing the camera.
it must still be cold in taiwan.
hey!! that jacket look familar.
i've seen a smth like that in SP.
yikes!

it's just human to be a couch potato:)
to leave the burden of acting to someone else. Cheers!




♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
2/04/2009 10:43:00 PM

technical errors on the first day.
what kind of nonsense is this?
and it's not once, but a few times.
disrupting the flow,
made him said the wrong things at the wrong time.
cant be helped~
he's a newbie in the world of stageplay.
you are forgiven!! :)
BUT! it's esplanade..
how could this happen?
on a sold out stageplay too.
perhaps the person in charge of it;
is oh well~ a Girl.
too captivated by Joe that she did the wrong things.
On the other hand..
it may be fate.
i'm not there, you see..
ahem~
didnt see him at all when he's in town.
it's alright!
i would rather have him a couldnt be reached fantasy of mine.
sometimes things just get out of hand,
if you really see him as a fellow person.
i dont really stalk my idol till That way.

enough of his stageplay. LIFE~
is FYPFYPFYP.
was down with flu and cough just recently.
damn! it's the cny season.
all the goodies; missed! :(
there're just there. but i have to resist.
need my health for fyp ppt though.
after that i will go kuku;
haiz.. if there's any left.
my sickness made me sleep early everyday.
heavenly!! but hey..
one accused me of slacking.
excuse moi, i dont bring homework home..
my nature! >.<

went ahjumas visiting with aiwen today.
for your information,
they live nowhere near me.
i am not their relatives nor considered a friend.
but she's dear to me.
regardless of how disappointed am i of her son.
had a fine time making faces at little allen.
a photocopied image of his father.
cant help feeling uneasy when he looked at me.
chatting with ahjuma comes second nature.
i remb smth!!
her hair.. freaking LONG!
almost till the waist already..
she's older then me. but hey!!
her hair growing capability is one of a teenager's.
i'm ashamed~
Dear hair of tsy,
do grow do grow:)

Valentine's day is around the corner.
do you have a date planned>?
this year's on a saturday.
no VIP, so i'm deemed to work.
shall enjoy couple-seeing on that day.
the day before Feb the fourteen is Black Friday.
what luck!?
or maye because i'm single, that's why..
recalling* last year.
yeah, i was out valentine-ing.
last last year;
it was single girls out lunch,
and i remb we kinda spoilt the romantic candlelight atmosphere.
LOLOL.

Maybe it's spoken out of spite.
maybe it's the chant of the single.
on that very day,
people will okie.. try hard to please their VIP.
Erm. i dunno, outdoing the previous year.
cracking their heads for the bring-you-tears gift.
Hmm~ and oh yah! not forgetting the flower parade.
someone once told me:
i believe she's single..
On Vday.
every hooked up guy is just trying their best to outdo each other.
what do you think?
Me, i'm a hopeless romantic,
even though the logical side of me agrees.
Another singlehood champion friend of mine once said:
alot of babies are wasted on Vday.

I ask again:
have you got a date?
if this year's Vday is on a weekday..
i would not gather a group of single gf for a day out.
i will just spend the afternoon shopping.
the evening seated at somewhere nice alone.
watching the passer-bys, i meant couple-bys.
feeling fully the taste to be alone.
but at the same time,
remembering the times when you were out there participating.
Yup! i may sound old.
but this is the way i feel,
the only time then you can really really understand;
i dun really know the word for it..
(i just had cough medicine so i cant think well)
the importance,
or should i say understand the feeling of Love.
isnt that what Vday is all about? Love.
i maybe werid to have the thought of using that.
but~ that's what i feel.
so hey!! a single on a Vday isnt that bad.
^.^ you can always give me a ring to perform the task stated above.
it would be interesting.

footnote:
Recover quickly ms tan>.<

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
2/04/2009 09:56:00 PM

♥ I AM* ;

SY!:)
Gemini girl.Alone.
Impossible ambition: Travel Writer
Worships books
Adores good food and eyecandies.
Loves multicoloured toenails.
Wander Lust!
Do embrace the language

♥ In my World+

    Taiwan Dramas. Eyecandies. Mocha. Green Tea. Sunshine. Assumptions. Routines. Happy Endings.
    Whims and Whispers.

♥ KAMSA

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