Friday, January 30, 2009
CNY first few days are here and gone.
so fast!!
actually the real activity only began on the second day.
for my family only...
red packets giving away are always completed on the first days;
Erm.. to immediate family.
but since i only appear on the second day.
they just came pouring!!
i'm glad.
even though i missed a few,
they just didnt turn up. give till hands ruan already i guess.
recession ma. TskTsk*
the usual questions were asked.
aw man.. now i understand how the young adults feel.
suddenly everyone's interested in your love life.
hmm... i was just wondering if they cant wait to give me ang bao on my wedding day or what?!
cant be helped.
you may not know how i answered them.
haha. and oh yar!!
for those who like to comment on people's physical size.
i shot them down too.
wait. dun you know that i only eat more when i'm happy.
i may whine blah blah..
but i'm fine with it.
went to the shop's cny gathering too.
to the steamboat where aiwen and i stared at everything.
they do look suspiciously unclean. haha.
we're weary of our health.
no need to stuff yourself worth of the money and get:
non-stop overflowing diarrhoea the next day.
not worth.
a cleaner place please.
and oh yar! i just dun understand.
dun you had enough of steamboat at home.
Hello!! cny season le, steamboat is at all homes. i assume.
so i dun see a good reason for choosing that.
let's be kind and not bring upt the soo afforadable price.
we must take into considerations,
that he's treating soo many people right.
yikes! what de nerve.
you have already saved alot from the pathetic bonus you gave me.
you cancelled my live xiao zhong.
so unworthy of expressing my caveman charcteristics towards you.
footnote: i cross my fingers to be able to send him off.
so fast!!
actually the real activity only began on the second day.
for my family only...
red packets giving away are always completed on the first days;
Erm.. to immediate family.
but since i only appear on the second day.
they just came pouring!!
i'm glad.
even though i missed a few,
they just didnt turn up. give till hands ruan already i guess.
recession ma. TskTsk*
the usual questions were asked.
aw man.. now i understand how the young adults feel.
suddenly everyone's interested in your love life.
hmm... i was just wondering if they cant wait to give me ang bao on my wedding day or what?!
cant be helped.
you may not know how i answered them.
haha. and oh yar!!
for those who like to comment on people's physical size.
i shot them down too.
wait. dun you know that i only eat more when i'm happy.
i may whine blah blah..
but i'm fine with it.
went to the shop's cny gathering too.
to the steamboat where aiwen and i stared at everything.
they do look suspiciously unclean. haha.
we're weary of our health.
no need to stuff yourself worth of the money and get:
non-stop overflowing diarrhoea the next day.
not worth.
a cleaner place please.
and oh yar! i just dun understand.
dun you had enough of steamboat at home.
Hello!! cny season le, steamboat is at all homes. i assume.
so i dun see a good reason for choosing that.
let's be kind and not bring upt the soo afforadable price.
we must take into considerations,
that he's treating soo many people right.
yikes! what de nerve.
you have already saved alot from the pathetic bonus you gave me.
you cancelled my live xiao zhong.
so unworthy of expressing my caveman charcteristics towards you.
footnote: i cross my fingers to be able to send him off.
1/30/2009 11:41:00 PM
joe's in singapore!!
I lUB:)
at the prescon in spore.
when he just arrived...i'm so sad i didnt get to welcome him.
he's wearing all yellow. I like!!
posing for Wo Bao.
busy smsing someone on his Iphone. yikes!!i like the nanny car. huge and comfy.
i got that book that fan's holding!!
i got that book that fan's holding!!1/30/2009 11:03:00 PM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
it's well known that ms tan and mr tan (father);
aint the best relationship.
nth is better then got smth.
had the most LOL and senseless conversation with mr tan just recently.
OMG~ and i thought i was werid,
he's Allien!!
dunno what's he doing with his life now.
saw him at home de whole day today.
Bamb! must be nth good.
and alas.. i'm right.
but nay, i'm hardhearted and selfish against some stuff,
even though i'm a caveman:)
i couldnt care less about his situation.
am fine and very well, suport myself..
so that's just too bad if his aged brain couldnt convince him to act responsilbily.
he can count on my aunt! she's still young. Muhahah!!!
enough of all his nonsense.
i cant process allien talk.
AHEM~
had this enlightening converation with a friend.
which ended abruptly.
damn! i hate it when people got me hooked to a topic and dangle me away again.
so cruel! but, it's the modern way :(
i was told that a SpaceAgeHeartlessNotPleasingToTheEyeBodyMindAndSoul Ah Lian;
got a better taste then me.
was like wth exactly..
when i demanded an explaination,
the person just bought me out.
there's simply no reason that i can think of that she can have better taste then me.
hmm.. actually there's a few.
but strictly in my mind only.LOL
Gees! you must be blind.
aint the best relationship.
nth is better then got smth.
had the most LOL and senseless conversation with mr tan just recently.
OMG~ and i thought i was werid,
he's Allien!!
dunno what's he doing with his life now.
saw him at home de whole day today.
Bamb! must be nth good.
and alas.. i'm right.
but nay, i'm hardhearted and selfish against some stuff,
even though i'm a caveman:)
i couldnt care less about his situation.
am fine and very well, suport myself..
so that's just too bad if his aged brain couldnt convince him to act responsilbily.
he can count on my aunt! she's still young. Muhahah!!!
enough of all his nonsense.
i cant process allien talk.
AHEM~
had this enlightening converation with a friend.
which ended abruptly.
damn! i hate it when people got me hooked to a topic and dangle me away again.
so cruel! but, it's the modern way :(
i was told that a SpaceAgeHeartlessNotPleasingToTheEyeBodyMindAndSoul Ah Lian;
got a better taste then me.
was like wth exactly..
when i demanded an explaination,
the person just bought me out.
there's simply no reason that i can think of that she can have better taste then me.
hmm.. actually there's a few.
but strictly in my mind only.LOL
Gees! you must be blind.
1/22/2009 11:07:00 PM
isnt this picture too yellow?maybe cause it's CNY soon. duh^
1/22/2009 03:05:00 PM
cleaned up the blog!
added new links i've discovered recently;
which are worthy of reading :)
their owners are Erm..
from all over the place; US or UK i think.
they look stick-thin, possible models i guess.
they must be! in order to support their scary wardrobe.
oh yar.. unless they're shamelessly rich.
that can explain where in the world do they have so much time to dress so nicely.
i admire though*
seeing how the Europeans dress.
oh my gosh! Lub*
wonder where in Singapore can i see that.
it's pleasing to the eye >.<
Super nice is: La Femme.
salute!! SHE, did all kinds of jobs.
to support herself to go travelling.
nice isn't it. damn brave!
she's kinda slow in updating.
must be busy settling down in a new location.
cant wait for more. Slurps^
weekend to CNY is approaching.
got to work again.
a scary monster threatening to overcome my mental block against WORK.
i dun wish to remember.
it's a relief that i'm finally graduating soon.
but argh! foreign environment is scary.
being a real working adult in a no nonsense job is hair loss.
*fingers crossed*
my fyp group.
dun admire asmida's way of thinking.
i hope she read it!
she blogged on a certain day where only she and mila did fyp,
she feels very happy and no stress at all.
and direct quote: the most no stress fyp day till now
So i realise: doing fyp with me is stressful.
of course! for a lazy, slow motion person which is one third of the time not there.
efficiency is deemed as stress.
no wonder you're what you're.
nobody has soo many free time to slowly do as you can.
Really hope to see what happens if we really used her way..
would we be as fast and organised as we were?
cow faeces*
a person whom i no longer will see for pleasure in the future,
whatever~ but i just like to empahsize.
supposed to be doing PFGE assignment.
BUT! i cant read anymore..
after the cleaning up of fyp ppt and the blog,
eyes are going crossed.
tmr's another no-school day.
shopping. meeting dan xian.
cant wait!! :)
footnote: no more Yi Zhi Mei to watch.
there's a second season showing in korea already.
not lee jun ji! sob*
added new links i've discovered recently;
which are worthy of reading :)
their owners are Erm..
from all over the place; US or UK i think.
they look stick-thin, possible models i guess.
they must be! in order to support their scary wardrobe.
oh yar.. unless they're shamelessly rich.
that can explain where in the world do they have so much time to dress so nicely.
i admire though*
seeing how the Europeans dress.
oh my gosh! Lub*
wonder where in Singapore can i see that.
it's pleasing to the eye >.<
Super nice is: La Femme.
salute!! SHE, did all kinds of jobs.
to support herself to go travelling.
nice isn't it. damn brave!
she's kinda slow in updating.
must be busy settling down in a new location.
cant wait for more. Slurps^
weekend to CNY is approaching.
got to work again.
a scary monster threatening to overcome my mental block against WORK.
i dun wish to remember.
it's a relief that i'm finally graduating soon.
but argh! foreign environment is scary.
being a real working adult in a no nonsense job is hair loss.
*fingers crossed*
my fyp group.
dun admire asmida's way of thinking.
i hope she read it!
she blogged on a certain day where only she and mila did fyp,
she feels very happy and no stress at all.
and direct quote: the most no stress fyp day till now
So i realise: doing fyp with me is stressful.
of course! for a lazy, slow motion person which is one third of the time not there.
efficiency is deemed as stress.
no wonder you're what you're.
nobody has soo many free time to slowly do as you can.
Really hope to see what happens if we really used her way..
would we be as fast and organised as we were?
cow faeces*
a person whom i no longer will see for pleasure in the future,
whatever~ but i just like to empahsize.
supposed to be doing PFGE assignment.
BUT! i cant read anymore..
after the cleaning up of fyp ppt and the blog,
eyes are going crossed.
tmr's another no-school day.
shopping. meeting dan xian.
cant wait!! :)
footnote: no more Yi Zhi Mei to watch.
there's a second season showing in korea already.
not lee jun ji! sob*
1/22/2009 02:45:00 PM
Friday, January 16, 2009
SLR Mclaren Coupe.
a whit one would be nicer:)noticed it in wei xiao pasta!!
Audi R8. super nice!Loves..1/16/2009 10:53:00 PM
i survived triple M :)
or at least that scary meeting on our FYP report.
just a little more touch-ups to go and we're done.
dun understand how can we be so fast,
did we portray it to be too simple or what?
god knows....
presentation to tackle next,
crap*
we Have to include tripleM during our ppt practices..
so scary. BUT!
at least one lioness lecturer is by our side,
one less predator during the real ppt..
hair-cut. checked!
only need to shop More..
for myself and my bro.
a pathetic looney.
did i tell you...
he lost ALot of weight in a short time.
breaking his schl's record.
they presented him with an award.
LOl right??
must be his korean gf behind all that..
wont want a overweight guy, would you?
i prefer mine tall and lanky. normal will do :)
muscular is scary.
of course! would appreciate a person who;
dun restraint oneself for the wrong reasons.
keeping healthy is a must.
but dun torture yourself by not eating stuff that you wanna.
it feels like crap.
wait till you're old..
have the ability to eat now, you dun.
wait till the day when you really must say No, then you'll regret.
in moderation of course >.<>not that i am jealous of skinny people.
it's just that sizeS shirts are small and most importantly SHORT!
meaning you're aint tall.
vertical-lism is essential :D
did anyone notice???
the new AUDI showroom?
simply adores it :) :)
R8 is good. R9 is applaudable too.
cant resist sneaking a peak at it during train rides..
it's well known that since ancient times,
i have a Big thing against Subaru.
dont admire mitsubishi too.
Audi is Love. favourite.
Mclaren SLR is good too.
if your understanding of the above is good.
you may have notices those car brands de cars.
tends to be rounded and less angular..
like Lotus and Lambo..
Travel leisure South east asia is out again :)
new reading material, cant wait.
work is tmr.. oh gish!
spare me those xiao hun hun.
footnote:
Lydia by F.I.R is really super damn nice.
ageless! i cant find my soft copy of it.. :(
or at least that scary meeting on our FYP report.
just a little more touch-ups to go and we're done.
dun understand how can we be so fast,
did we portray it to be too simple or what?
god knows....
presentation to tackle next,
crap*
we Have to include tripleM during our ppt practices..
so scary. BUT!
at least one lioness lecturer is by our side,
one less predator during the real ppt..
hair-cut. checked!
only need to shop More..
for myself and my bro.
a pathetic looney.
did i tell you...
he lost ALot of weight in a short time.
breaking his schl's record.
they presented him with an award.
LOl right??
must be his korean gf behind all that..
wont want a overweight guy, would you?
i prefer mine tall and lanky. normal will do :)
muscular is scary.
of course! would appreciate a person who;
dun restraint oneself for the wrong reasons.
keeping healthy is a must.
but dun torture yourself by not eating stuff that you wanna.
it feels like crap.
wait till you're old..
have the ability to eat now, you dun.
wait till the day when you really must say No, then you'll regret.
in moderation of course >.<>not that i am jealous of skinny people.
it's just that sizeS shirts are small and most importantly SHORT!
meaning you're aint tall.
vertical-lism is essential :D
did anyone notice???
the new AUDI showroom?
simply adores it :) :)
R8 is good. R9 is applaudable too.
cant resist sneaking a peak at it during train rides..
it's well known that since ancient times,
i have a Big thing against Subaru.
dont admire mitsubishi too.
Audi is Love. favourite.
Mclaren SLR is good too.
if your understanding of the above is good.
you may have notices those car brands de cars.
tends to be rounded and less angular..
like Lotus and Lambo..
Travel leisure South east asia is out again :)
new reading material, cant wait.
work is tmr.. oh gish!
spare me those xiao hun hun.
footnote:
Lydia by F.I.R is really super damn nice.
ageless! i cant find my soft copy of it.. :(
1/16/2009 10:17:00 PM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
xiao Zhong :)
the side view. abit blur though* 
so skinny right.scary*
nice stare! P.S. the new xiao tian ( run jin tian) show is CMI.
again, they are trying to increase the ratings with bed scenes.
caught the makng of the bed scene on 100% entertainment.
oh my tian.. is older sister little brother kinda thing.
but nay, the task was not accomplished! muhahaha*
cant wait to see jerry yan and lin yi chen's new show though.
shld be good! >.<
1/14/2009 12:56:00 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Met up with Aiwen the other day.
YOOHOO... she straightened her hair.
and it's long. look so different but Nice:)
more girly now. haha.
guess we have all grown up.
we went to eat.shop.eat. again.
dessert is awesome!!
everyone is super busy.
FYP FYP FYP.
there's still alot to do,
for my group too!
dunno why.. we still manage.
maybe our wet bench part is much shorter?
i dunno~ but hey!
it's abit scary to finish first.
we are still editing and editing.
cant find Triple M for a week already.
she's gone! must be the JAE :(
damn... still ask as to meet her asap.
cant even contact her lo. DUH~
CNY is near.
but hey.. there's no mood.
alot of people,
or shld i say classmates;
are not into cny shopping.
there goes the festive mood.
tsktsk* too usy as they seem.
so embrassing to even try and ask them.
but hey!!
still must as:)
cant give up when threre's a teeny weeny hope.
but alas! the asking landed me in deep soup.
they must feel irritated.
cant be helped, they're mutating into bees.
as in: busy as a bee. YUP!
true to be told,
i know my FYP report has taken shape.
but i believe in making use of all free time.
my group rarely meet.
but when we meet, we do work.
dunno why, we can still do it fine.
it maybe LUCK.
there's a time for everything.
so despite all the buzzing,
one must still relax.
all the honourable philosophy..
easier said then done.
however, i still wanna have my CNY >.<
all the more i should go shopping.
cut hair! so fun so fun.
and xiao zhong is coming soon.
still contemplating if i shld go see him.
the price of the ticket aHH~
heart pain! :(
The biggst distance in the world;
is not life and death. But,
is of me standing in front ofyou.
and you not knowing i love you.
Nice~
YOOHOO... she straightened her hair.
and it's long. look so different but Nice:)
more girly now. haha.
guess we have all grown up.
we went to eat.shop.eat. again.
dessert is awesome!!
everyone is super busy.
FYP FYP FYP.
there's still alot to do,
for my group too!
dunno why.. we still manage.
maybe our wet bench part is much shorter?
i dunno~ but hey!
it's abit scary to finish first.
we are still editing and editing.
cant find Triple M for a week already.
she's gone! must be the JAE :(
damn... still ask as to meet her asap.
cant even contact her lo. DUH~
CNY is near.
but hey.. there's no mood.
alot of people,
or shld i say classmates;
are not into cny shopping.
there goes the festive mood.
tsktsk* too usy as they seem.
so embrassing to even try and ask them.
but hey!!
still must as:)
cant give up when threre's a teeny weeny hope.
but alas! the asking landed me in deep soup.
they must feel irritated.
cant be helped, they're mutating into bees.
as in: busy as a bee. YUP!
true to be told,
i know my FYP report has taken shape.
but i believe in making use of all free time.
my group rarely meet.
but when we meet, we do work.
dunno why, we can still do it fine.
it maybe LUCK.
there's a time for everything.
so despite all the buzzing,
one must still relax.
all the honourable philosophy..
easier said then done.
however, i still wanna have my CNY >.<
all the more i should go shopping.
cut hair! so fun so fun.
and xiao zhong is coming soon.
still contemplating if i shld go see him.
the price of the ticket aHH~
heart pain! :(
The biggst distance in the world;
is not life and death. But,
is of me standing in front ofyou.
and you not knowing i love you.
Nice~
1/13/2009 11:38:00 AM
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
was shopping with georgina yesterday.
it was nice!
we were very on task,
trying hard.. to find cny clothes.
know it's abit too early,
but i'm very %%(#@,
very hard to find smth i like.
haha. and oh yar!
i really need to buy new shoes.
the blue one is rotting already.
and yes! i bought a new pair.
anyhow... since there's not much choice.
i like it too:)
but!! it's a noisy shoe.
the metal decor will go *clang clang* at every step.
oh my..
gone were the days i could sneak up onto people.
but nvm, i like! *laughs*
CNY shopping.
super limited.
cant be too causal, cant be too dark.
i am attracted to black;
slimming effect you know.
sigh* no to dark shirts shopping.
tsktsk! i restricted myself.
anf true enough.., i found a light blue top.
very very my kinda thing.
dunno if i could wiat till CNY to wear it.
haha. we shall see....
timetable is a mess.
lessons are shifted here and there.
and hey!! quite a few days without school.
but no.
i'm not going to work. i refused to!
CNY is round the corner,
guess i wont be so poor after all the red packets.
no matter how little, at least got some.
haha.
and triple M has returned her comments on our fyp report.
GOSH!!! red wordings everywhere.
Exclaimation marks after every sentence.
wth* so RUDE!!
the report is such a mess,
and we are to meet her soon.
next monday please,
just let me have these few days free.
got to redo and edit the report.
such a chore. but still it must be done.
sigh^
eew! half of the weekdays are gone.
the weekend at shop is approaching soon. yikes!
damn dun look forward to it.
am meeting aiwen on friday! :D
FINALLY.
may fyp not stop me..
P.S. am having a hard time thinking of what colour to paint my toenails.
any suggestion?
it was nice!
we were very on task,
trying hard.. to find cny clothes.
know it's abit too early,
but i'm very %%(#@,
very hard to find smth i like.
haha. and oh yar!
i really need to buy new shoes.
the blue one is rotting already.
and yes! i bought a new pair.
anyhow... since there's not much choice.
i like it too:)
but!! it's a noisy shoe.
the metal decor will go *clang clang* at every step.
oh my..
gone were the days i could sneak up onto people.
but nvm, i like! *laughs*
CNY shopping.
super limited.
cant be too causal, cant be too dark.
i am attracted to black;
slimming effect you know.
sigh* no to dark shirts shopping.
tsktsk! i restricted myself.
anf true enough.., i found a light blue top.
very very my kinda thing.
dunno if i could wiat till CNY to wear it.
haha. we shall see....
timetable is a mess.
lessons are shifted here and there.
and hey!! quite a few days without school.
but no.
i'm not going to work. i refused to!
CNY is round the corner,
guess i wont be so poor after all the red packets.
no matter how little, at least got some.
haha.
and triple M has returned her comments on our fyp report.
GOSH!!! red wordings everywhere.
Exclaimation marks after every sentence.
wth* so RUDE!!
the report is such a mess,
and we are to meet her soon.
next monday please,
just let me have these few days free.
got to redo and edit the report.
such a chore. but still it must be done.
sigh^
eew! half of the weekdays are gone.
the weekend at shop is approaching soon. yikes!
damn dun look forward to it.
am meeting aiwen on friday! :D
FINALLY.
may fyp not stop me..
P.S. am having a hard time thinking of what colour to paint my toenails.
any suggestion?
1/07/2009 02:01:00 PM
xiao zhong once again!:)
at the new year eve count down at taiwan.Nice~
eyebags abit too heavy though.wonder how he kept his hair up;
opposing gravity.
that hair colour is GOOD,
can only suits guys who are not that tan.
i like!! >.<
1/07/2009 01:56:00 PM
Monday, January 05, 2009
2009 new year resloutions aka wishlist :)
firstly, ms tan gonna graduate this year already.
so I wish to be enlightened on what i want to do in the future.
continue studying? or work?
i know nil now.
i shall figure it out. SOON.
of course all in school,
i wish to be fine.
FYP, exams all whatsoever.
work.
prodesign aka shop will be history soon.
but before that i wish to maintain that lian jia but essential 'friendship' with the gangsters.
yup! and also to of course maintain my sales.
family.
may all be healthy and kicking.
and i will still phone my GuGu everyday :)
health.
i wish for the stupid allergy problem to disappear.
irritaing condition.
and oh yar, be safe and sound.
friends.
wish all to be less lian jia.
it's important!
those who yearn to go overseas shall be gone.
those who're going NS,
may you be well.
actually i wish to:
send them off or into camp;
with flowers.
but machaim abit werid le.
LOL. an oh yar, i also lost my right to do it.
but who cares,
i like to surprise people :)
if only they will surrender their book-in and fly-off dates!
and everything i like.
hope to really see xiao zhong this year :)
i'm counting my pennies! $108 le.......
shall not be dense and say:
wish to lose weight -.-
healthy will do.
dont appreciate bamboo sticks.
and oh yar,
if comfort food makes me happy,
i'll guard them with my stomach:)
but in moderation of course.
and most importantly,
i wish to be Happy and LADY LUCK!
be by my side yar.. >.<>reduce exhaustion brought by modern people,
may non lian jia people befriend me by the truckload!
to brighten up my day, and to appreciate the art;
may eyecandies flood my path too!
i rarely do plan ahead,
one step at a time is sometimes good enough.
dont usually review my resolutions after i wrote it.
but hey! it's fun to write.
firstly, ms tan gonna graduate this year already.
so I wish to be enlightened on what i want to do in the future.
continue studying? or work?
i know nil now.
i shall figure it out. SOON.
of course all in school,
i wish to be fine.
FYP, exams all whatsoever.
work.
prodesign aka shop will be history soon.
but before that i wish to maintain that lian jia but essential 'friendship' with the gangsters.
yup! and also to of course maintain my sales.
family.
may all be healthy and kicking.
and i will still phone my GuGu everyday :)
health.
i wish for the stupid allergy problem to disappear.
irritaing condition.
and oh yar, be safe and sound.
friends.
wish all to be less lian jia.
it's important!
those who yearn to go overseas shall be gone.
those who're going NS,
may you be well.
actually i wish to:
send them off or into camp;
with flowers.
but machaim abit werid le.
LOL. an oh yar, i also lost my right to do it.
but who cares,
i like to surprise people :)
if only they will surrender their book-in and fly-off dates!
and everything i like.
hope to really see xiao zhong this year :)
i'm counting my pennies! $108 le.......
shall not be dense and say:
wish to lose weight -.-
healthy will do.
dont appreciate bamboo sticks.
and oh yar,
if comfort food makes me happy,
i'll guard them with my stomach:)
but in moderation of course.
and most importantly,
i wish to be Happy and LADY LUCK!
be by my side yar.. >.<>reduce exhaustion brought by modern people,
may non lian jia people befriend me by the truckload!
to brighten up my day, and to appreciate the art;
may eyecandies flood my path too!
i rarely do plan ahead,
one step at a time is sometimes good enough.
dont usually review my resolutions after i wrote it.
but hey! it's fun to write.
1/05/2009 12:21:00 PM
Actually, my New Year begins today.
have been busy working since the last day of 2008 till yesterday.
finally got days out of bugis.
aint i glad? >.<
have you done your new year resolutions?
hmm.. i havent.
but i always believe that one should conclude the previous before moving to the new.
same for Years too!!
crap*
but i cant seem to remember what new year resolutions i wrote for last year.
could be in the direction of:
recovery. have health have work.
yup!! i guess that's about it.
2008.
oh my! you can say that nothing dramatic happened.
let me see...
went for attachment!
knew people that went, chill and go.
no strings attached mind you.
so lian jia people, no need to stay :)
anyway, it is the year where;
how should i say?
remember the healing process in science?
the growth of new skin and the wound contract and seals up.
smth like that.
but not entirely true too.
instead of channeling my energy on wasted history,
i wold rather sit and stare.
be around and floating rather then be a pest.
so to that, i did well.
WELL DONE WELL DONE! :)
as to work and school and everything in between..
all seems well,
could be very busy, or poor.
but i still managed to survive.
all is well.
not forgetting i discovered family
yupyup! GuGu and cousins.
how i could i be well and happy,
without them. LOVES~
and i do remember! year 2008.
the year where i discovered xiao zhong;
and since, couldn't get enough of him.
haha. the paragon of all males>?
no exactly. i just like!
i remember aiwen saying:
yan ya lun is boyfiriend.
kenji wu is husband. haha.
guess i sorted out mine as well.
xiao zhong is addiction.
zhang dong liang is home.
may you get what i mean.
*think*
Lo and behold,
i thereby conclude my 2008.
have been busy working since the last day of 2008 till yesterday.
finally got days out of bugis.
aint i glad? >.<
have you done your new year resolutions?
hmm.. i havent.
but i always believe that one should conclude the previous before moving to the new.
same for Years too!!
crap*
but i cant seem to remember what new year resolutions i wrote for last year.
could be in the direction of:
recovery. have health have work.
yup!! i guess that's about it.
2008.
oh my! you can say that nothing dramatic happened.
let me see...
went for attachment!
knew people that went, chill and go.
no strings attached mind you.
so lian jia people, no need to stay :)
anyway, it is the year where;
how should i say?
remember the healing process in science?
the growth of new skin and the wound contract and seals up.
smth like that.
but not entirely true too.
instead of channeling my energy on wasted history,
i wold rather sit and stare.
be around and floating rather then be a pest.
so to that, i did well.
WELL DONE WELL DONE! :)
as to work and school and everything in between..
all seems well,
could be very busy, or poor.
but i still managed to survive.
all is well.
not forgetting i discovered family
yupyup! GuGu and cousins.
how i could i be well and happy,
without them. LOVES~
and i do remember! year 2008.
the year where i discovered xiao zhong;
and since, couldn't get enough of him.
haha. the paragon of all males>?
no exactly. i just like!
i remember aiwen saying:
yan ya lun is boyfiriend.
kenji wu is husband. haha.
guess i sorted out mine as well.
xiao zhong is addiction.
zhang dong liang is home.
may you get what i mean.
*think*
Lo and behold,
i thereby conclude my 2008.
1/05/2009 11:57:00 AM
Saturday, January 03, 2009
SCHOOL.
rushed and handed in the fyp report on time.
cross all my 10 fingers and toes as to what triple M will say.
eek! so scary an unpredictable.
i like to yun nian for my future. LOL.
tests results are back.
ahem! still quite alright.
I am glad! :)
thank you Lady Luck.
and yes franco,
i believe in luck.
study buddy dun seems to be happy with his results.
i dislike seeing people disappointed.
cant help but feel the guilt.
who knows,
maybe part of that not-so-up-to-expectation results is partly cause by me?
i am such a caveman.
rushed and handed in the fyp report on time.
cross all my 10 fingers and toes as to what triple M will say.
eek! so scary an unpredictable.
i like to yun nian for my future. LOL.
tests results are back.
ahem! still quite alright.
I am glad! :)
thank you Lady Luck.
and yes franco,
i believe in luck.
study buddy dun seems to be happy with his results.
i dislike seeing people disappointed.
cant help but feel the guilt.
who knows,
maybe part of that not-so-up-to-expectation results is partly cause by me?
i am such a caveman.
1/03/2009 01:04:00 AM
HAPPY 2009.
oh gosh.
one year flew passed just like that..
i'm ageing! argh*
the 31st; countdown day.
marina, sentosa, vivo.
i was at none..
got to work :(
it's alright la..
i'm not a count-down kinda person.
always got to work on the day after aka, the public holiday.
i dun like to go home late too.
scary and eerie! haha.
i only wanna complain about one thing.
and that thing is... ( dun i sound like woo wee wee? smirks!)
i wanna go to shawn shawn's house too.. sob*
but hey!!
i got a heart warming surprise.
the people turned up at shop at 10pm.
presented me with self-baked cookies.
i was super Touched!
and you know what..
earlier in the morning,
i made a passing remark that i wanted:
star and heart shape cookies.
and ohmytian* i really got them!
i really big thank you.
the people made my day.
thanks whoever for suggesting that idea.
the cookies were awesome!! :)
if only i know who made which of the cookies.
winkwink!
but you cant ask for much can you?
wishful thoughts are wasting brain space.
ctrl alt delete.
P.S i still haven finish the cookies.
dun bear to eat them >.<
oh gosh.
one year flew passed just like that..
i'm ageing! argh*
the 31st; countdown day.
marina, sentosa, vivo.
i was at none..
got to work :(
it's alright la..
i'm not a count-down kinda person.
always got to work on the day after aka, the public holiday.
i dun like to go home late too.
scary and eerie! haha.
i only wanna complain about one thing.
and that thing is... ( dun i sound like woo wee wee? smirks!)
i wanna go to shawn shawn's house too.. sob*
but hey!!
i got a heart warming surprise.
the people turned up at shop at 10pm.
presented me with self-baked cookies.
i was super Touched!
and you know what..
earlier in the morning,
i made a passing remark that i wanted:
star and heart shape cookies.
and ohmytian* i really got them!
i really big thank you.
the people made my day.
thanks whoever for suggesting that idea.
the cookies were awesome!! :)
if only i know who made which of the cookies.
winkwink!
but you cant ask for much can you?
wishful thoughts are wasting brain space.
ctrl alt delete.
P.S i still haven finish the cookies.
dun bear to eat them >.<
1/03/2009 12:53:00 AM
deal with the past before moving to the present*
as i recalled:
last few days of 2008 or so.
i wrote about the One and xmas dinner etc.
maybe great minds think alike or what.
it cant be telepathy!
to my upmost surprise.
he came to apologise.
that night;
slept at 10pm; a dead man's sleep.
didnt even hear the phone ring.
early in the morning at 6am.
i saw it.. i was like!
awake Immediately.
wanted to text back to clarify stuff,
bt hey! it's hard to express what i wanna say;
in words so i decided to spit it out face to face.
but Alas!!
machiam nv hear de sit there. argh!!
so much courage was needed to say things face to face le.
so discouraged.
almost gave up; but nay!
i texted him briefly. of course, no reply:(
i wanted to scream de house down.
blah! dun get it wrong..
it's not because of interrupting my date or smth.
it wasnt even about it being a stupid action.
it was the sudden let down after the happy anticipation.
let me recite what i wanted to say:
BECAUSE,
already nobody is free to eat dinner le,
a very sad case isnt it.
the sudden news of You coming to join us;
(i dunno) but i guess mainly to pass time or what while waiting,
and 100% cause you wanna see us is already not quite correct.
but hey! it's you.
and you're coming.
(of course) will anticipate and ohmytian* be happy,
even though it's abit lian jia.
I had high hopes of seeing you.
was so happy.
even manage to get over the lian jia thingy.
and then what..you aint coming after all.
can you imagine that.
the sudden crash down to earth.
the only small little self-created hope dashed.
just like that_
for a cause yor friend come already de reason.
so SAD!! so Disappointing.
but who's to know.
so that's xmas eve drama.
i am not sure.
i may assume it.
i just wish to bring to light de modern human way of things.
tsy=caveman,
jst dun understand how it works..
irritated i will be, but i'll come to terms and accept it;
without kicking up a storm.
*i am still wondering about the telepathy thingy*
P.S.i tried my best to do what i wanna say in the form of words.
some may read it and understand it.
some may misunderstand.
some may be confused.
some may be offended.
but hey. i just wanna say. really.
PEACE my dear :)
as i recalled:
last few days of 2008 or so.
i wrote about the One and xmas dinner etc.
maybe great minds think alike or what.
it cant be telepathy!
to my upmost surprise.
he came to apologise.
that night;
slept at 10pm; a dead man's sleep.
didnt even hear the phone ring.
early in the morning at 6am.
i saw it.. i was like!
awake Immediately.
wanted to text back to clarify stuff,
bt hey! it's hard to express what i wanna say;
in words so i decided to spit it out face to face.
but Alas!!
machiam nv hear de sit there. argh!!
so much courage was needed to say things face to face le.
so discouraged.
almost gave up; but nay!
i texted him briefly. of course, no reply:(
i wanted to scream de house down.
blah! dun get it wrong..
it's not because of interrupting my date or smth.
it wasnt even about it being a stupid action.
it was the sudden let down after the happy anticipation.
let me recite what i wanted to say:
BECAUSE,
already nobody is free to eat dinner le,
a very sad case isnt it.
the sudden news of You coming to join us;
(i dunno) but i guess mainly to pass time or what while waiting,
and 100% cause you wanna see us is already not quite correct.
but hey! it's you.
and you're coming.
(of course) will anticipate and ohmytian* be happy,
even though it's abit lian jia.
I had high hopes of seeing you.
was so happy.
even manage to get over the lian jia thingy.
and then what..you aint coming after all.
can you imagine that.
the sudden crash down to earth.
the only small little self-created hope dashed.
just like that_
for a cause yor friend come already de reason.
so SAD!! so Disappointing.
but who's to know.
so that's xmas eve drama.
i am not sure.
i may assume it.
i just wish to bring to light de modern human way of things.
tsy=caveman,
jst dun understand how it works..
irritated i will be, but i'll come to terms and accept it;
without kicking up a storm.
*i am still wondering about the telepathy thingy*
P.S.i tried my best to do what i wanna say in the form of words.
some may read it and understand it.
some may misunderstand.
some may be confused.
some may be offended.
but hey. i just wanna say. really.
PEACE my dear :)
1/03/2009 12:26:00 AM