Saturday, February 02, 2008

work.
arrow sux. big time.
she made me loathed going to work.
she is attempted to rob what's mine.
the job i adore and am proud of.
my customers whom i have won over.
i'm so thick-skinned.
but i've always been good,
and i'm used to being at the top.
i am willing to lose to one who deserve.
who can show me she really think for the shop,
not her commission.
of course, i'm ready to lose to one;
who do it the right way.
but not the customer-snatching arrowish way.
i loathed it.
i really do...
arrow could even da xiao bao gao on me!
she must be crazy.
unless it's allen who asked her.
but cant be.

sometimes people just dun understand.
the shop is more then a shop to me.
it's true that i like the income i'm getting,
but i like the people more.
ahjuma and husband,
allen and ferlyn.
duh* they spell family.
hmm.. it may be wishful thinking,
aiwen may even scold me..
but all these soo many years.
i like them. what can i do?
just imagine:
all that i've tried so hard to build,
destroyed by a kuku nobody. wth!

contemplated on the idea of leaving.
many many times.
wont even have that thought last time.
i would even volunteer my time for free.
maybe Prodesign has became a very Big habit of mine.
i cant imagne myself elsewhere.
of course my stupid nature wont Gan Xing to lose.
duh* i will miss the people and customers there le..
maybe if that day come,
i'll cry swimming pools.
eew! dun wanna think.
i need distractions..

tml is another kuku day.
argh! hate it.
even hinted to allen on my change of mindset.
what to do,
arrow is still here to stay.
no matter how allen crap..