Wednesday, October 10, 2007
hi..
i'm gone for loong.
not that i'm Lazy,
i just refuse to update..
i need a Rest. badly..
i need loads of time.
having thought everything:
again and again and again.
So, am here to share.
if you have no clue what is going on,
then you're Invading!
^&^(#)_ you shouldnt be reading this.
Screw you! >.<
To:
all my friends ( the few),
my darling Cousins (luVS),
GuGu (smilez),
Seems like everything is not what it's told.
listen to Dr Chaim:
throw what the TV/storybook says Out of the window.
boo! my fantasy destroyed in mere seconds.
i'll remember that. Forever.
The harsh wake to reality is horrible. Lol.
i dun appreciate that.
but it seems to be a Great lesson, i assume. duh~
firstly, the way things were handled Suck!
everything seems to have No Link.
and so bloody confusing.
hmm.. many people advised.
but guess, i just couldnt sit back and wait.
who will..
but in my case, i tried my Best.
even if the outcome is Bad,
i simply have no regrets.
Am not ashamed to declared that i am Sad.
it's a pity though,
what you did wasnt appreciated,
and in case, even accused.
adding fire to fuel right..
but Nay! have not a bit of anger in me.
even though i may curse and swear.
it's just normal.
hmm.. at least i Did try to make things better.
Secondly,
if there is a possibilty that it's the Religion thing that affect it all.
hmm.. then it is quite dumb, such a waste!
i understand that of course,
it is best and sometime even important that your S.O is of the same believe.
hmm... accompany you to church functions etc,
am willing.
*but have no chance to say*
so be it...
but changing at this point:
i dun see a need Now.
you're not marrying me, are you?
i'm much wiser now.
will try and get one who has the same religion as me in future.
BOO!
but hey! i always believe in compromise.
guess you just dun get it.
not forgetting a BIG issue.
changing religion is a a big Issue!
before such a huge and altering decision is made,
at least i shld know where i stand to make such a big scarifice.
Thirdly,
attitude says a big deal.
somehow, i just feel NS is essential.
chew on that >.<
above all said was based on my own assumptions.
have no idea what the other side of the arguement is like.
it was never told.
maybe 20years later,
when i see you on the streets, do tell me.
i would like a conclusion.
maybe i'm not making any sense.
but what i could say is that:
tan shi yong..
you have tried your best.
allow yourself some time to rest.
take a step back and everything may fall into place.
what is yours, will come to you eventually.
what people say, or how they treat you.
nay.. there's no way you can control.
you may feel so very sad.
but do remb there's always people who support your cause.
it may be a pity, but nvm la.. suan le la.
you dun need so many friends.
just a few gd ones will do.
the rest: associates!
break it down.
i'm gone for loong.
not that i'm Lazy,
i just refuse to update..
i need a Rest. badly..
i need loads of time.
having thought everything:
again and again and again.
So, am here to share.
if you have no clue what is going on,
then you're Invading!
^&^(#)_ you shouldnt be reading this.
Screw you! >.<
To:
all my friends ( the few),
my darling Cousins (luVS),
GuGu (smilez),
Seems like everything is not what it's told.
listen to Dr Chaim:
throw what the TV/storybook says Out of the window.
boo! my fantasy destroyed in mere seconds.
i'll remember that. Forever.
The harsh wake to reality is horrible. Lol.
i dun appreciate that.
but it seems to be a Great lesson, i assume. duh~
firstly, the way things were handled Suck!
everything seems to have No Link.
and so bloody confusing.
hmm.. many people advised.
but guess, i just couldnt sit back and wait.
who will..
but in my case, i tried my Best.
even if the outcome is Bad,
i simply have no regrets.
Am not ashamed to declared that i am Sad.
it's a pity though,
what you did wasnt appreciated,
and in case, even accused.
adding fire to fuel right..
but Nay! have not a bit of anger in me.
even though i may curse and swear.
it's just normal.
hmm.. at least i Did try to make things better.
Secondly,
if there is a possibilty that it's the Religion thing that affect it all.
hmm.. then it is quite dumb, such a waste!
i understand that of course,
it is best and sometime even important that your S.O is of the same believe.
hmm... accompany you to church functions etc,
am willing.
*but have no chance to say*
so be it...
but changing at this point:
i dun see a need Now.
you're not marrying me, are you?
i'm much wiser now.
will try and get one who has the same religion as me in future.
BOO!
but hey! i always believe in compromise.
guess you just dun get it.
not forgetting a BIG issue.
changing religion is a a big Issue!
before such a huge and altering decision is made,
at least i shld know where i stand to make such a big scarifice.
Thirdly,
attitude says a big deal.
somehow, i just feel NS is essential.
chew on that >.<
above all said was based on my own assumptions.
have no idea what the other side of the arguement is like.
it was never told.
maybe 20years later,
when i see you on the streets, do tell me.
i would like a conclusion.
maybe i'm not making any sense.
but what i could say is that:
tan shi yong..
you have tried your best.
allow yourself some time to rest.
take a step back and everything may fall into place.
what is yours, will come to you eventually.
what people say, or how they treat you.
nay.. there's no way you can control.
you may feel so very sad.
but do remb there's always people who support your cause.
it may be a pity, but nvm la.. suan le la.
you dun need so many friends.
just a few gd ones will do.
the rest: associates!
break it down.
10/10/2007 12:38:00 PM