Friday, April 14, 2006
i am sick*
where is the cure?where is my antidote?
shuts!i dun need doctor.i just need a friend.a very very good friend.
''do you want to be my friend?''
how pathetic!so lao liao,one gdgd friend also dun have.
i am so bloody god-damn lousy.
shoots!at least with a nice friend,i wont feel so lonely.
so helpless.so confused.
my friend will listen to my woes.
clear my confusion.
smile n laugh n joke n tease with me.
my perfect friend.
1)24/7 avaliable
2)a giddy good sense of humor
3)a gd listener
4)a chatter-box
5)understands me
6)joke with me
7)teases me
8)likes my company
9)honest but polie
10)most importantly,treats me well.
for all who achieved the above options.please appear in front of me asap!come and save me!
i need you.now!
smikes!today is a sadsad but act happy day.
shoots!i am sickntired of acting happy and carefree when i am NOT.
how i wish i could cry out loud whenever i feel like it.
people will think i am mad.youknowyouknow.lolol.
really.it hurts to smile when you dun feel like it.
shuts!i am listening to such a gd song!how true!
the song depicts...
liking you is so hard.
sometimes so happy.sometimes so sad.sometimes so scared.
so scared of doing a wrong thing.
so scared of saying good bye.
seeing you leadins a better life then me.
being soo gd to you for no avail.
regardless of how bad you are,
recalling all your good,i try again.
should i stay or leave?
when i leave,will you stop me.
by retorting all your good?
should we just be strangers once again.
i yearn for your good once again..
another song depicts..
i want to run.
all for gd.all for you.
should i give u up?my princess.
shuts!i am scared of alot of things.
1)you know what
2)angry people
3)loud noises
4)darkness
5)loneliness
6)saying byebye
7)bad health
8)poorness
9)stupidness
10)myself
shit.
not that i dislike you to a larghe extent.for god sake!i dun even dislike you a bit.smikes!it is just that.saying ''haha,i like you.'' is soooo wierd.especially to a frebe who you whole day joke joke to.hmm..so complicating.and furthermore,you also never say you like me why must i throw face say i like you le?use your brain,thanks!next is that..what's sooo gd about stead?siaosiao..in ah yong's theory,it is bloody toopid to go stead with someone you like..
cause..stead sure will break one day.at that point of time.friends we even might not be.enemies more likely.see!isn't that dumb?!isn't it better to keep it quiet,i know you understand can liao.then,everybody and everything will go on as per normal.no cold war.no fights.no recuring PMS-es.in addition,i dun think there will be an expiery date for friends.
sooo...
isn't it better to be ''friends'' with the one you like?
sooo..forever and ever so happy together.no need to say byebye.just my kind of thing =)
sadtosay..but i have missed the cue.there goes the wonderful time and a splendid friend.
that sucks!bitch!that means you aint perfect afterall.ok,i'l try to remeber that.i try.
shuts!seesee!friends or ''friends'' just leave it as it is.trust me.
any little doubt or suspicious that your ''friend'' like you izzit.
there goes the balls!
even worse if you ask your friend that question..OMG!
that means there goes the freindship.the closeness.the confidence.
what a bitch all these things are.
pardon my language.i kindo like the song of bitch! and kuku!
smiles* i am faking it.
so now now..the dao dao period has arrived again.siaosiao.
everyone become invisible nv alive nv there liao.
howsad!i hate it!
i put in 101% to my friends and this is what i get?!
i am not overly concern about you.
all these are what a friend supposed to do.
i am not always observing you.
all these all what a friend would do.
i am not overly obessessed to see you.
that's what a friend would feel when she misses a great friend.
get it??
i pity you,as you never exoerinced that
i think you will never do.because you have jumpedchangedpersonified into another
meilimao meixingkan meiweidao
meidonao meihaoxing
de ren..
i yearn for the oldold you.
but nevertheless..cheercheer up my friend!
even though u bloody meilimao,you are still my friend and i will still continue to ask after you.
sing sunshine.i am beat.
where is the cure?where is my antidote?
shuts!i dun need doctor.i just need a friend.a very very good friend.
''do you want to be my friend?''
how pathetic!so lao liao,one gdgd friend also dun have.
i am so bloody god-damn lousy.
shoots!at least with a nice friend,i wont feel so lonely.
so helpless.so confused.
my friend will listen to my woes.
clear my confusion.
smile n laugh n joke n tease with me.
my perfect friend.
1)24/7 avaliable
2)a giddy good sense of humor
3)a gd listener
4)a chatter-box
5)understands me
6)joke with me
7)teases me
8)likes my company
9)honest but polie
10)most importantly,treats me well.
for all who achieved the above options.please appear in front of me asap!come and save me!
i need you.now!
smikes!today is a sadsad but act happy day.
shoots!i am sickntired of acting happy and carefree when i am NOT.
how i wish i could cry out loud whenever i feel like it.
people will think i am mad.youknowyouknow.lolol.
really.it hurts to smile when you dun feel like it.
shuts!i am listening to such a gd song!how true!
the song depicts...
liking you is so hard.
sometimes so happy.sometimes so sad.sometimes so scared.
so scared of doing a wrong thing.
so scared of saying good bye.
seeing you leadins a better life then me.
being soo gd to you for no avail.
regardless of how bad you are,
recalling all your good,i try again.
should i stay or leave?
when i leave,will you stop me.
by retorting all your good?
should we just be strangers once again.
i yearn for your good once again..
another song depicts..
i want to run.
all for gd.all for you.
should i give u up?my princess.
shuts!i am scared of alot of things.
1)you know what
2)angry people
3)loud noises
4)darkness
5)loneliness
6)saying byebye
7)bad health
8)poorness
9)stupidness
10)myself
shit.
not that i dislike you to a larghe extent.for god sake!i dun even dislike you a bit.smikes!it is just that.saying ''haha,i like you.'' is soooo wierd.especially to a frebe who you whole day joke joke to.hmm..so complicating.and furthermore,you also never say you like me why must i throw face say i like you le?use your brain,thanks!next is that..what's sooo gd about stead?siaosiao..in ah yong's theory,it is bloody toopid to go stead with someone you like..
cause..stead sure will break one day.at that point of time.friends we even might not be.enemies more likely.see!isn't that dumb?!isn't it better to keep it quiet,i know you understand can liao.then,everybody and everything will go on as per normal.no cold war.no fights.no recuring PMS-es.in addition,i dun think there will be an expiery date for friends.
sooo...
isn't it better to be ''friends'' with the one you like?
sooo..forever and ever so happy together.no need to say byebye.just my kind of thing =)
sadtosay..but i have missed the cue.there goes the wonderful time and a splendid friend.
that sucks!bitch!that means you aint perfect afterall.ok,i'l try to remeber that.i try.
shuts!seesee!friends or ''friends'' just leave it as it is.trust me.
any little doubt or suspicious that your ''friend'' like you izzit.
there goes the balls!
even worse if you ask your friend that question..OMG!
that means there goes the freindship.the closeness.the confidence.
what a bitch all these things are.
pardon my language.i kindo like the song of bitch! and kuku!
smiles* i am faking it.
so now now..the dao dao period has arrived again.siaosiao.
everyone become invisible nv alive nv there liao.
howsad!i hate it!
i put in 101% to my friends and this is what i get?!
i am not overly concern about you.
all these are what a friend supposed to do.
i am not always observing you.
all these all what a friend would do.
i am not overly obessessed to see you.
that's what a friend would feel when she misses a great friend.
get it??
i pity you,as you never exoerinced that
i think you will never do.because you have jumpedchangedpersonified into another
meilimao meixingkan meiweidao
meidonao meihaoxing
de ren..
i yearn for the oldold you.
but nevertheless..cheercheer up my friend!
even though u bloody meilimao,you are still my friend and i will still continue to ask after you.
sing sunshine.i am beat.
4/14/2006 12:34:00 AM